I am my own worst enemy. I wish I wasn’t such a paranoid person.
Urgh feel so ugly with this massive breakout of spots on my face, hope its gone by wednesday or my boyfriend will probably instantly leave me with how bad they look…
- 1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Yes.
- 2. Would you have sex with the last person you kissed? Yes.
- 3. Have you taken someones virginity? Yes.
- 4. Is trust a big issue for you? Yes
- 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? Yes.
- 6. What are you excited for? Lady Gaga in September.
- 7. What happened tonight? watched tv and ate loads of crap.
- 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? LOL no when I like to get wasted every weekend if I can.
- 9. Is confidence cute? yes, I find it sexy, but not when someone is in love with themself
- 10. What is the last beverage you had? crisps
- 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? hmm not sure.
- 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? lots
- 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? nothing
- 14. What are you going to spend money on next? bus to work tomorrow.
- 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Yes
- 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? I fucking hope so.
- 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? Mae, Courtney and Emily.
- 18. The last time you felt broken? hmm felt like that a little bit a lately.
- 20. Are you starting to realize anything? yes, I am stupid.
- 21. Are you in a good mood? nope
- 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? seems like a good idea right now.
- 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? I think so.
- 24. What do you want right this second? go out and get wasted
- 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? probably cry and accept it.
- 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? nope
- 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? No
- 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? eastenders.
- 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? yes…
- 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? depends on the situation
- 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? far from it.
- 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? yes, but he doesn’t know all of them nor do I intend for him to know anytime soon.
- 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? nope I drink it all the time
- 34. Listening to? Mayday Parade- I swear this time I mean it
- 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? rarely
- 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? at work
- 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? I’ve not experienced it so I’m not sure
- 38. Who did you last call? Mother
- 39. Who was the last person you danced with? Graham and Courtney
- 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? lots of reasons…
- 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? today, well it was cake
- 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? yes
- 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? every single day.
- 44. Do you tan in the nude? no
- 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? No way
- 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Yes and a lot more
- 47. Who was the last person to call you? Mum
- 48. Do you sing in the shower? No
- 49. Do you dance in the car? no car to dance in
- 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? nope
- 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? can’t remember.
- 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? some of them
- 53. Is Christmas stressful? no
- 54. Ever eat a pierogi? no
- 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? cherry
- 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? pop star LOL!
- 57. Do you believe in ghosts? I think so
- 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? a lot
- 59. Take a vitamin daily? nope
- 60. Wear slippers? rarely
- 61. Wear a bath robe? sometimes
- 62. What do you wear to bed? depends on where I am.
- 63. First concert? Steps
- 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? fuck off america
- 65. Nike or Adidas? Nike
- 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? yet again fuck off america
- 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts
- 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? hmm
- 69. Ever take dance lessons? yes
- 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? not sure…
- 71. Can you curl your tongue? no
- 72. Ever won a spelling bee? No.
- 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? yes
- 74. What is your favorite book? dunno
- 75. Do you study better with or without music? with
- 76. Regularly burn incense? nope
- 77. Ever been in love? yes.
- 78. Who would you like to see in concert? Blink 182 since i didn’t go the other day
- 79. What was the last concert you saw? honestly can’t remember
- 80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hot.
- 81. Tea or coffee? tea
- 82. Favorite type of cookie? double choc chip
- 83. Can you swim well? not amazingly
- 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yeah
- 85. Are you patient? depends…
- 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ
- 87. Ever won a contest? Nope
- 88. Ever have plastic surgery? nahh.
- 89. Which are better black or green olives? None
- 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? been there and well done that so shag who you want!
- 91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room
- 92. Do you want to get married? god knows
awkward…
It really is awkward when you like someone probably way more than they like you, things were fine before when we were on the same page but now my head has decided to jump further and make things complicated. You probably think I’m some clingy, pathetic, stupid twat. I really don’t want to fuck this up, because things are going great and I can’t remember the last time I’ve felt so happy, but of course my fucking happiness has overruled me way too much into my brain turning into mush and not thinking whatsoever about what I say anymore. I wish I had a button I could press to stop me from saying certain things, seriously need to go for a long walk or get shitfaced right now to make me feel better, might have to finish off that wine downstairs…
FML.
SOMEONE PLEASE SHOOT ME! GAH I’M AN IDIOT!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
god damn it I hate mother nature! Period, couldn’t you have waited till next week?!
